dear god.

Dear god, Please guide me through this difficult phase of life and give me strength to carry on. Amin.

I ♥ you. P.S. I got something to share. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . I FREAKING PASS MY TP ALREADY! Happy or whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat! So, who wants a ride with me? (Macam faham siolxxxxx!) Haha. :DD

hate this part.

I can't take it any longer Thought that we were stronger All we do is linger Slipping through my fingers I dont want to try now All that's left goodbye to Find a way that I can tell you I hate this part right here

random.

Is milo humphrey, really a real humphrey? I really really really hate georgina! Blair and Chuck's love story is soooooo sweet and romantic. Why Prince Henry, eyy Chuck Bass? Paint my nail turqoise today. Lagenda Budak Setan is a nice movie. Horribly sad ending. :'( And i like it's theme song too. Should i watch syurga cinta? Spy Kids 2 is on Channel 5 right now. I got 4 awesome new shoes! And i'm excited to wear them all. HAHA. Still no luck on the search for permanent jobs. Boo hoo hoo. Feeling-feeling photographer for a mere short period is fun eyy? Heh. Its 915pm now. & it's a Saturday night.

reality.

Reality hits me big when i tried looking for jobs this week. It seems like most diploma-qualified jobs have already been taken up and whats left are all degree-qualified posts. I guess i have to admit and agree that most jobs these days need at least a degree to begin with; no longer the good old diploma days. Even MOE recently states that only graduates are considered for teaching. So what in the world are diploma holders like me have to do now?

• Go back to school and take your degree in order to keep up with the minimum paper qualifications?

• Work for a few years (full-time or part-time) and then take your degree part-time? Afterall, work experience do matters.

• Find any available jobs left for diploma holders that provides reasonable wage?

I guess I have to make do with the latter. No kidding, looking for a decent job is really hard these days but i guess you just gotta keep on trying huh?

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So raya was o-keeeeeeeeey. Pretty normal and routined. I still do get $$$ thou; this year will be the last i supposed. Cos i'm suppose to be working and giving the younger ones next year. Now, the thought of that makes me sound so horribly old already. Yikeeeeeeeeeees. Ouh, i wanna upload pictures but my stupid lappy cannot read my SD Card. Point to note; new lappy.

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Did i mention that i've been to dentist this week to get my teeth done? Now i can confidently smile with my pretty white teeth. Let's take more pictures together hunns! Haha.

Eid Mubarak 2010.

Seandainya ada terkasar bahasa ataupun tersilap kata, saya ingin memohon maaf kepada semua yang pernah saya menyinggung. Halalkan makanan dan minuman saya ye? Heh. SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.

my fave girls.

The girls finally decide to meet up last week, Thursday. It was quite impromptu considering that we only decided on Shar's mini birthday suprise. So we decided to play one and a half hour of game at Mind's Cafe right next to Rex Mackenzie. And soon it was time to break our fast at Rex MacKenzie. (Shar is totally against this old chinese woman who took our order and serve our food. Hahaha!) And because we ate really fast (hardly an hour we stayed at Rex), we decide to head somewhere.

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . KARAOKE AT GRANDLINK! (only because it's dirt dirt cheap)

I think we got ourselves 3 hours which only cost $6/person. Cheap or what! After all the 3hours of jiwangxx and britneyxx moments, it was camwhore timeeeeeee. Pictures overloaded -

Thank you girls for the awesome night. Enjoy myself so much. Let's do this every month and not have to wait for at least 6months before we can hang like this again. ♥♥ each and everyone of you. XOXO

hell yeahh.

Hello boyf, I ♥♥ you. Hope you still feel the same way too. XOXO, Girlf.