new hairdo.

Thank you for fauzie for the pretty hair. I love love it. :DD The only thing now is to wait for the hair to grow much much longer.

So anyways, next week gonna be so fun! Cos the girls are finally meeting on Thursday and The Sexayes are gonna break fast together on the Saturday. Cant wait, cant wait. *dying of anticipation* SIDETRACKKKKK!

HAPPY HAPPY 20TH DEAREST.

I hope you're still not mad for me not wishing you. Its not that i didn't care or remember but i just wanted to surprise you later at night. And so, there i was! Heh. Happy or what? ♥

stupidity

I woke up at 9am today (an hr late) and had dragged myself out of bed at 915 to shower. Ironed my clothes after shower and got ready for work. I still had time to laze around in my bed for good 10 minutes. Then it was already 10am. I was good to go, only to find out that i couldn't find my wallet. Then i remembered leaving my wallet in the boyf's car last night! Stupid, stupid. Here's the best part - No one was home in the morning. Siblings have left for school and parents have left for work. Foolish, foolish. There goes my only help and hope. (A lesson learnt!)

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For once i thought that Singapore could do us proud in the YOG games for Soccer. Instead, the fame and attention got too much into their head and hence the lost in the semi-finals against Haiti. Typical Singaporeans aye? P.S. I receive my benefit gooooooodies already! :DD

goodies.

An addition to the previous post, i think i spent close to $300 already now. And this has to stop right away. NO MORE! Anyhooos, the goodies better be good; 13 in all. HAHAHA! I know i'm crazy but Hari Raya coming what. Hurhurrr~

5 NYX Lipsticks & 3 NYX Lipglosses

I hear really good reviews about it and there's a girl on FB who is selling them at a dirt cheap price. Plus there's a 'Raya Promo' going on where you purchase any 3 you get 1 free. How awesome is that! (FYI, its merely $1.99 in states). So i actually paid for 6 items and receive the other 2 free. Honestly, i'm not a fan of lipstick/lipglosess cos it'll either dry your lips or the lipgloss is way too sticky. But because NYC has really good reviews about them, I decided to give it a try. Hopefully i'll get the right colours/shades for my skin tone thou. *crossing fingers*

3 Benefit Products

Seriously, Benefit has really cute packagings for their range of products and I think I'm a sucker for pretty stuffs. *Damn you, Benefit!* Hence i actually convinced myself to purchase 3 products. (Thou they are stuffs that i dont really need cos i already have them from MAC).

1. Some Kind-a Gorgeous

2. Confessions of a Concealaholic (Tell me, isnt the name so cute?)

This is great if you wanna try a few products from here before purchasing them in the original size. It consists of: - 'That Gal' face primer - 'Erast Paste' concealer for your dark eye circle - 'Boi-ing 01' and 'Boi-ing 02' concealer to cover your blemishes. - 'Lemon Aid' eyeshadow primer - 'Eye Bright' highlighter

3. Benefit 10

It's a duo brozer where the lighter shade with pink undertone is the highlighter and the darker shade is the bronzer. Pretty aye?

Studded Cut-Out Heels

Givency Style Wrap Wedge

I love love love this shoe. Isnt this so pretty? I'll promise to do a review on the make-up products once i get my hands on them alright? Thinking about it make me so excited. Cant wait, cant wait. :DD

With lotsa love, XOXO

if you're rich, i'm single.

I totally lose it this time round after spending more than $200 in a week on online products. And despite that, i still feel like purchasing a few more items. Alaaaar, it wont do anymore damage than what it already became right? Just gonna spent a few more dollars and that's it; i promise. *online shopping addict confession* Hahaha! Anyways, girls - WE NEED TO SPARE AT LEAST A DAY TO BREAKFAST TOGETHER DESPITE THE HECTIC SCHEDULE. So which day are you girls free again next week? And yes, me shall update about Bangkok trip soon. :D

With lotsa love, XOXO

baby, hug?

With lotsa love, XOXO

Scars.

"People have scars, in all sorts of unexpected places. Like secret road maps of their personal histories or diagrams of all their old wound. Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar. But some of us don't. Some wounds we carry with us everywhere and eventhough the cut's long gone, the pain still lingers."

A betrayal.

Today I learnt to never be naive again when in comes to trusting others. We must never ever ever put our guards down and let ourselves be vulnerable in their eyes. A point to note; When you feel like you were betrayed from your 'trusted ones', never blame them cos YOU gave them an option and opportunity to use this against you when the situation is not in favour for the both of you. YOU allow them to break your walls, leaving you shattered and broken when shit happens.

"Betrayal always begin with trust" -Phish

Hence, to forgive a betrayal that was committed is really hard. Especially when you entrusted your partner/friends/families so much and only to be deceived by them time after time. The feeling of pain and hurt that are caused by unkind words are worse than the pain of physical hurt. Besides, wounds of hurt feelings take much longer to heal than physical wounds. Indeed, the tongue is the deadliest of all blunt instruments. P.S. It's the start of a wonderful month tmr. Lets all pray that we only keep positive thoughts and stay away from all the hatred and the negativities in life. Amin.

With lotsa love,

XOXO

Double Standards/Hypocritical.

We always point out the mistakes of others but never to sit down and ask if we ever did the same thing to them. We always expect others to behave or act in a certain manner but never to do the same for them. We always want others to give in to us but never to give in to them. We always set principles/rules in a commitment but never to abide to them ourselves. Hypocritical much? Or double standards? What happens to 'you do what you say'? Give it a thought people. It's high time we take a look at ourselves in the mirror first.

With lotsa love,

XOXO

hideous.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS PEOPLE

AND HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!

(So today will be my first year at home celebrating National Day cos the boyf is working. Boo hoo hoo.)

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So anyway, I need desperate help. I have so many whiteheads and blackheads all over my forehead and at the left side of my face. It's really atrocious and it gets worst when i apply makeup on top of it. Hence i was thinking of going for a facial; a really good one that is. Cos i dont want to come out looking worst than i already am. So ladies, where can i find an affordable and reliable beauty parlour (is that what you call them? HAHAHA)? And if facial is not the solution, are there any ways that i can overcome my hideous situation? Your help is really much appreciated. P.S. Self-reflection - NEVER TO FEEL THIS AWFUL AGAIN. I'll control myself and know my limitations. Aaaargh! P.S.S. I promise to put up pictures soon alright? P.S.S.S. I need to shop for more heels, sandals and shoes. P.S.S.S.S. And yes, did i mention i have the greatest mummy in the whole wide world? :DD (CC Secrets) P.S.S.S.S.S. Ooops, i need to ask - Has Gossip Girls Season 4 come out already?

With lotsa love, XOXO

Bangkok Bangkok.

Right, so long has it been eversince that last blog? Heh. You guys miss me? :D So anyway, why the new url you may ask. Cos there was too much of a drama in the previous blog and i guess, i tend to get too personal in my writings. Thus, this time around imma only write happy thoughts; H-A-P-P-Y T-H-O-U-G-H-T-S.

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So anyways, i just got back from Bangkok like less than 2 months from the trip with Syirin and Deenah. But this time round, it was so much fulfilling cos we get to go places like Platinum Mall (which is really the darn bomb!), Siam Paragon, MBK and Sukhunvit (the locals call it the 'Arab Street'). We also went back to Chatuchak and Khason for the benefit of Pipi and Lynn. I wanna tell you how our 4 days went cos really, Bangkok was superb but that has to wait cos i want to illustrate them with pretty pictures. And and and i got myself so much goodies that i dont know where to start! So so happy with my buys. No wait, this time around i was smart enough to eat marvellous street pad thai TWICE and my awesomes-t banana pancake TWICE. So damn good lar! (Sorry syirin/deenah if i make you salivates at this instance but i cant help it. I would have 'tapao' for you guys if they had allow me to. Heh.) So now we're back to shitty reality and i miss Bangkok so much. :( But I was thinking if we should do this as a yearly trip since its really really dirt cheap there. So what say you boyf? Shall we? *pleading eyes* P.S. Ouh yes, please leave me tag if you happen to read this so that i know who are my avid readers. Terima Kasih. :D

With lotsa love,

XOXO